hello, im tongkasuyo. im a software engineer and this is my personal website.
thoughts
ibam
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thank yourself for saving you
i used to think the above statement is selfish. short circuiting to the case where people might help you and not attributing their mercy. after much thought and reflection, it self affirmed to why the phrase is called so. all might may help you, but the real hurdles are from within, yourself. no matter how much you want to save someone, if they cant help them from their selves. let them be. i wanted you to live (odyssey, 2026)
no singularity any time soon
it is all lame big ai startup marketing in a hurry to meet their stakeholders satisfactory requirements using fud. i hate hype. (one thing its good at is aggregating dispersed information). AI will not replace skilled technical workers/jobs. It will only replace inept people who solely rely on it.
abstractions on abstractions exponential
programmer wise, modern software is so good but being spoiled is not a necklace you can attribute to and take personality of, it just creates more complexity/problems hindsight.
poorly written rant from notes app
indonesian helplessness, govt failure, failure compensation, normalized, comfy, lost intereset in change, scculpted blame of govt, does it make ppl contribute change more or less as in hopeless? were dealing w grassroots exploited by govt. hard bcs they maintain it. and idk if that sense of helplessness or hopelessness alreaddy engraved that contributed to their lameness. the fact the former president and current beaks constitutions i.e. usig his son to maintain power and play it off normally, blatantly, and still trying to fix their public perception is just ruthlessly blatant. proof explouiting grassroot econmoical and mental poverty, thus seemingly to normalize immeritocracy and mediocracy for personal or a group's benefits. they rly stll think ppl here are easy to be stirred by media play in this era of information, i think the contrary, but the fact lacks support on my opinion shown on the majority of citizens here. misogyny, patriarchy, miltarism above science. this is what makes the country fall. this country is maintained on emotional, empathy, exploitation sacrificing logical reasoning. also reflected in everyday life among citizens namely those who adapt these ways. i rly dont grasp the mentality of buzzers the govt use.. like.. do they realize this way isnt a way of living to last? perhaps when things go south do they know the govt dont rly care?? i get it if they intend to make a living per day and not see the big picture.. but, we only have so much time and their demise is nearer.. i dont get a coutry built reputation by paying fake positive engagements.. another proof of poverty exploitation.. lies on top of lies.. i know some scenarios like marketing appliaces leverage fake engagements to then pivot to better qualityy, but this country? dont even get near. we get the chancce to immprove but is stolen by stigy idividuals.. a byproduct perhaps in mainting a poor mental ecosystem
sore 25
Manusia bs berubah krn dicintai bukan dtakutin
Perubahan dari sendiri, tp siapa pemantik alasannya? Harus ada.
English phds scared of science, sheer terror. Antromorphism (when breath paul kalanithi) (say time travel is real, theres science. Not plain antromorphism as in sore 2025)
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Jo quits smoking and drinking after forgiving his father. A long held grudge.
"kenapa aku ga pernah buka ini yah?" - sore liat draft postcard utk bapaknya jo
points
- klo argumen ada celah utk salahin negara, stop